I can't believe how fast the days and years seem to go! I am getting close to 40 never married but had kids...I am not sure if I ever will this point in my life...sometimes I think I would but never felt it enough....so who knows...I see so many people live together for years of being unhappy right on to another relationship...not sure but me I have been alone so long now not sure how easy it would be for me to live with someone again omgosh lol I want it but it would be a big step in itself to do that much less find someone to date that is some I would want to...Gosh it can be so hard! Very few guys I have met could I trust with my heart!
But being a single mom takes a lot and I am proud in spite of the hardships I have been thru I stayed strong (most the time, lol I am human and had struggles but the past 6 years I lost my 2 grandmas ...my great grandma is still alive and  100 btw yeah baby but It has been great to me to not be in a gone bad relationship but sometimes it is hard)  An lot has happened in the past 6 years and it went so fast but I want the next to be a new place with and new hope for someone special....such a dreamer lol ;-)