Sometimes I get so busy I forget that music moves my soul and helps me when my kids are gone and I am lonely!  My family is all split up and my grandmas gone that it makes the Holidays hard with my sisters split up and their kids ect I have not seen alot of my family in Ohio also in so many years..Let alone my dad whom last I heard lives in the same town of all things but he has been in my life very very little maybe 2 years total lol oh well the dream can be better than reality! But music gives me hope and peace! It takes me to another place!
I would have to be with a guy who understands and has a passion for music as I do! But then again who knows! I do want to find someone special but I am so afraid to find it I think at times and to give a part of me to another man again is hard! But I love my kids and as long as I have them although my oldest are grown and all I really get to have around so much these days is my 7 yr old son and my 13 year old! So it is time for me to think hard on what kind of man would make me happy...I have been so closed to it for so long and now I am like wow I did not stay single this long to settle but I do not want to stay alone forever!
Okay first off I need to make time to date again right lol I have to...somehow! Now off to finish cleaning and listening to my music then shower and off to work until 830 Saturday November the 24th WoW this year went fast!