A single moms life is....Crazy lol really and to think for 6 and a half years I have not lost my mind yet....well maybe at times lol when I have no sleep for a month strait and still keep on lol It may have been my 39th Birthday in August that hit me hard this month lol though I did not think so deep inside okay yes 30 was cool but 40 omgosh lol 

Well I try to keep up here and at my job and kids and yard work and bills and games to run kids to omgosh the list goes on and on...why do I do it and not settle because I think I really needed the time and God help me one day will send a man when the times right...if not I guess I keep up the struggle lol :-) My oldest is an adult but the youngest is 8 next month ...their dads help but what a pain at times there too lol

So while my life is weird I am happy for my sons and life ....hard as it be at times lol I will try to keep my end up more here now that I am back ...was a lot to learn here but I think things r better now ;-)  peace

p.s. or btw as it is on the net lol.... It was is worth it here and I was so proud when I got that first check from google ;-)